Day 5: Playground picnic!

Today Frank met me at work with the kids, with lunch packed up for a picnic at 'grandma Janet's playground' (aka Cayuga Heights playground)  Unfortunately he wasn't able to join us because he was headed to work himself, but there were laughs and giggles anyway!  Listening to Tuscan and Vincenzo cracking up as I spun them on the tire swing was an awesome sound of summer and seeing Sicilya do her best to keep up with her big brothers always makes me smile.  

We finished off the night with a very random 'field trip' to the grocery store.  My mom was brave enough to meet us there, to see what i mean when i say I'm going "couponing" and i have to admit, i was so grateful she was there.  it made the whole trip so much easier on me and so much more fun for the kids.  They each pushed their own cart, through the entire store, filled with groceries and they did a great job!  It was so awesome to see how proud they were of themselves, taking on such a grown up task and being so helpful!

Day 4: Bon Fire!

Today was a bit less thrilling for me, I had to work all afternoon, but it gave the kids a change of pace as they were able to spend their first summer vacation day hanging out with their daddy!  Something that doesn't seem to happen often enough in this house, so naturally was a very special day.  Made even better by bedtime bonfire complete with s'mores and giant roasting marchmallows!

Tuscan's interpretation of this evenings activities!

Day 3: Color Me Rad Run

Sicilya and I's 2nd 5K of the season, the Color Me Rad run at Darien Lake with Nonna Beth!  So. Much. FUN!!  well, for Beth and I anyway... Sicilya was sound asleep in the stroller by the end of the first half mile.  She didn't know what to make of her 'color' the first time she got hit and had a look of confused disgust on her face, but she got over it quickly and was showing off her 'color' every chance she could!  Even more so, she LOVED showing off her tattoo!

The boys enjoyed a laid back day in the country with their Poppa, hanging out, helping Poppa clean out the garage, plant in the garden, hike in the woods and hang out in their fort - oh so many things to look forward to if our dreams ever do come true and we have the chance to be Nonna and Poppa's neighbors!

Day 2: First family bike ride!

 All trailered up and ready to go!  We inherited this trailer for Sicilya last year but i just never had a chance to put it to use...  this year the boys are all old enough to enjoy bike rides through our neighborhood so we decided to take advantage of another gorgeous afternoon! 

She got a bit sweaty in their with her helmet on but she LOVED it and the boys kept thanking me for taking them on this super fun bike ride... definitely a success and something we will be doing plenty more of through out our summer!

We finished the night with Tuscan's baseball game and some ice cream with Grammy Sue.  My new summer flavor, movie time... popcorn flavored ice cream with caramel swirls and caramel truffles! Delish!

Day 1: Buffalo Zoo

This could be Luna, but it might be her friend from Alaska... we really weren't sure who was who!  But we were super excited to have a chance to see these adorable little babies before they grew up to much!  We definitely were not the only ones who chose to spend the first day of summer vacation at the zoo, but we didn't let it bother us!  It was a perfect summer day and there was no better way to enjoy it!  We saw the tiger up close and personal, we heard the lion roaring and the kids all made their very own zoo penny souvenir! 

Last Day of School!!

 The day has come, the last day of the school year - a day that i anticipate excitedly and dread just the same.  I'm so excited to say good bye to strict schedules, early bedtimes, homework everyday, and all the other chaos that comes with a school day.  But what I'm truly going to miss is my "me time" every afternoon while Sicilya is napping and having quiet time EVER!

It's going to be a great summer though, one we definitely will not want to forget so Sicilya and i anxiously awaited the boys arrival with a bucket full of fun... glow sticks for the 4th, corn chips, salt water taffy, chalk, bubbles, sparkling juice (aka - kid wine!)  a redbox movie, just to name a few surprises!!  stay tuned for all our summer has to offer!

in the blink of an eye...

Sicilya CarmellaMarie...my whole life i have dreamed of you. in some form or another, it was thoughts of you that filled my mind with every doll i played with, in every day dream i had.  i may not have ever known until the moment i held you in my arms how beautiful your little face really would be, how sweet your breath would ever actually smell, the pull you would have on my heart, whether you were smiling, crying, sleeping or just being you.  but what i can tell you is that since that first moment, time has flown by!  i spent 37 weeks and 3 days awaiting your arrival and it seems like just moments ago...how has it been 9 months already??  three quarters of a year??  i just doesnt seem possible...but equally as hard to believe that there was ever a time you werent present in our life!  you are amazing.  from your perfectly round little head, all the way down to your stinky little toes, every inch of you is truly a miracle!

some things i never want to forget about you at this stage in your life...

 - you are crawling (and that is tuscan's favorite thing, because its something you have never done before) all it took was one try and within a few minutes, you were all over the place!

 - you laugh, all the time (and that is matteo's favorite thing, especially the way you laugh at tomlin when he  plays fetch with his puppy!)

 - you already stand up in your crib when you are ready to get up!

 - you've stood yourself up next to the laundry basket to "help" me fold the laundry!

 - you think you are big enough and strong enough to stand yourself up in the middle of a room, but end up on your hands and toes with your lil butt straight up in the air!

 - you still LOVE to eat!  finger foods are fun, 5 jars of baby food and 2 bowls of cereal a day are part of your balanced diet, as well as at least 3-4 bottles, 4oz's at a time.

 - you have weaned yourself and its very bittersweet for me! i miss it, but i respect your desires and completely understand that when you are hungry, you want to eat...you dont want to work for your food!  (i hope you dont inherit my lacking desire to cook when im hungry!)

 - you are still an AMAZING sleeper...10-13 hours straight at night and at least one, if not 2 good naps during the day. 

 - now that you can freely sit up by yourself, the square playpen is your little getaway, a place to surround yourself in all your toys and play to your little hearts content - although, you would rather be crawling all over the familyroom, chewing on all your brothers big kid toys!

 - you love to chew on your sippy cup...you dont seem to care if there is juice or water in it, you never seem to drink from it, you just chew on it then throw it when you get bored!

 - straws in cups are becoming really exciting!

 - you dont really babble, or coo...your main form of communication is growling!  i growl at you, you growl right back - its very pirate-like!  "aarrrh!"

 - you have now had two photoshoots at fisher price - both of which you did an amazing job and i truly anticipate seeing you on a package sometime soon!

 - you have graduated from the infant bathtub, to the big kid duck tub... i thought you loved taking a bath before, but now that you can sit up, and play with toys and really get that water splashing and have a duck quacking as you play, your smile never fades! (until you get water in your face and you dramatically gasp for breath!)

 - you often end up in the nursery at church now because you are to busy and just cant sit quietly for that long!
 - you kick your feet and smile like crazy when you get excited!

there isnt a moment in the day that i do not feel beyond grateful to be your mommy.  you are a miracle, you are the peace in my chaos, you are a beautiful girl, inside and out.  i can not believe that we are a mere three months away from celebrating your first birthday, but the thought excites me to no measure.  i look forward to every adventure that life takes us on and i am so grateful to have a part in the beautiful little lady i know you are going to grow up to be.  i love you Sicilya, more and more everyday!

 millions,
  ~ mommy


Doctor appointment stats.... weight = 19lbs, 7oz
                                           length = 28 3/4 inches
you have grown 3 inches in the last three months!!  and honestly, i wasnt surprised by that fact, many of you 9 month pants have suddenly become a tad bit to short!

so much to celebrate!!

today marks a very special day, for more than one reason.  today we have the chance to celebrate, not one but three very remarkable little people!  for on this day 6 months ago an amazing little lady entered our life and  four years before her we were blessed on this day with not one, but two very spectacular little boys!   and for me, the best way to sum it up is that God has an amazing plan for me and my family!

there are so many ways that the measure of 6 months can seem like a lifetime long...waiting for a loved one to return home, time spent between visits with a dear friend, the final chapters of a pregnancy...but once that precious baby enters your life, you wish more than anything that you could slow the clock down by half!  it amazes me that Sicilya has been in our life for 6 months already, but on the flipside, it feels as though she has been a part of our family since the very beginning! 

we have been so blessed by her sweet disposition, her gentle touch, her heart melting grin and her echoing laughter!  there is nothing about this precious little face that i could ever find less than amazing.  she is the happiest, most content baby i have ever known!  she loves her daddy, she is mommy's little angel and without a doubt, she is a princess to her big brothers!  and although they all love her equally, the unique bond between her and Vincenzo is becoming very obvious!  no one gets that belly roll laugh out of her like he does!

things to know about our 6 month old baby girl:

 ~ she LOVES her feet, thankfully they are connected to her because i cant imagine if she ever had to leave the house without them!  and she prefers those feet without socks on, better for chewing i suppose!

 ~ she LOVES to eat...green veggies i think she could do without, but she eats them anyway and there hasn't been anything else that she has turned her head to!

 ~ she is starting to discover the fun in playing "peek-a-boo" and pulls her blankie, bib, pants, etc...off her face with a big grin!

 ~ she wakes up happy, everyday.

 ~ she is a wonderful sleeper, during the night and during her daytime naps.  7pm is her bedtime, whether i want it to be or not!

 ~ she has a blast in her jumperoo...smiling and giggling as her little legs send her to places she never knew she could venture to!

 ~ although we are still (thankfully) a while away from crawling, she gets herself around the family room in rolling circles from her back to belly and belly to back pretty well.

 ~ she has discovered the Starbucks cup...if i walk in the door with one in my hand, she better at least have a chance to lick the lid and pretend that she is drinking from it!

 ~ she has recently had the opportunity to sit in a shopping cart, outside of her carseat - what an adventure!

 ~ she has her two bottom teeth, fully in and a bottom right molar seems to be on its way!

 ~ thumb sucking is here to stay, but thankfully only when she is first laid down to sleep

 ~ she lets us know she is tired, but rubbing her eyes - its adorable!

 ~ tags...tags on blankies, bibs and baby dolls, she loves tags!!

 ~ Tomlin...he walks by and her face lights up, we may have thought he was the perfect boys dog, but he also seems to have a soft spot for this pink kid rolling around the house and for as gentle as Sicilya is with him, he is even gentler with her!

 ~ and thankfully for me, she still loves to nurse.  its so relaxing for us both as she snuggles right up with me, gripping my shirt with her free hand or rubbing my skin.  she never makes eye contact but is always at peace.  im so grateful to have the chance to share this special bond with her, but we are at the top of the slope...only 6 months left - its so bittersweet!

and then there is Matteo and Vincenzo...how is it even possible that they are 4 years old already!?!?

matteo (in the front), vincenzo (in the back)

 * they are both loving preschool this year, its been a much easier transition than we had last year!

 * naptime/bedtime continues to be a challenge, because when you are 4 and have a roommate, every night is a slumber party!  so they are still separated for naps and have a one chance limit at bedtime.  its a work in progress and i know one day they will understand what bedtime means!

 * they LIVE in pajamas...if they don't have school, they generally choose to stay in their jammies all day...if they do have school, they generally ask to change back into their jammies as soon as they get home!

 * they have both really become fun game players...memory and dominoes are their games of choice

 * they LOVE playing on their leapfrog computers, unless of course Nonna's i-phone is an option, then that becomes their first choice of game playing!

 * Vincenzo continues to be the more emotional of the two, if you say something to him the wrong way you have to prepare yourself for the crocodile tears that come without true explanation!

 * Matteo has developed a pretty funny personality in the past year, becoming quite the little wise guy!

 * they love having a baby sister and are sure to tell me often how happy they are that she is a girl, because they really did not want a baby brother!

 * they both LOVE Jesus, have a blast at youth group on wednesday nights (they may have a slight crush on their youth group leader) and are also learning so many wonderful things in their sunday school class.

 * they love to practice their writing skills, especially learning to write their first names. 

 * they can both "read" to us, in their own rendition, The Very Hungary Catepillar, from beginning to end. 

what more can i say?!?  my kids amaze me a little more each and every day and although our life may sometimes seem chaotic and totally out of control, we love it and wouldn't trade a single second of it!  we are blessed beyond measure and so grateful that God has entrusted us with 4 of His most beautiful creations!

day 2...

today i have so many little things to be thankful for and it puts such a huge smile on my face, its always been the littlest things i charish the most and a day when they just keep piling up is almost overwhelming!!
so today, i am thankful for...
 - 3 little boys who love going to school
 - for a morning spent with my husband, sharing coffee that we got for free with our coupon from starbucks, for thanksgiving blend that tastes so amazing with a splash of eggnog in it! and a walk in the warmth of the fall sunshine!
 - for the $40 i made selling clothes to the consignment store (that will help the christmas budget!)
 - for the smile on Sicilya's face that melts my heart and makes me so grateful to have such a happy, healthy  and content baby girl!
 - for a church that my kids love going to just as much as frank and i do, and their wednesday evening kids club that gives us an evening out (although tonight frank is working, so i think Sicilya and i may head to starbucks for some time stuck in a good book!)
 - for the coupons for free frosty's at wendys that the boys got for halloween...it gives me an easy, yet very special treat to endulge in with them tonight before we pick their daddy up from work!!  (and to hear the excitement in their voices as they figure out which means more, the frosty or going to dads work!)

and the one big thing i am thankful for is just today, November 2...on this day 21 years ago, i became a big sister and although there have been times in my life when i may have found that to be very annoying!!....i am grateful for my brother and i can only pray that he knows how much i love him!  Happy Birthday Dan...be safe, enjoy and welcome to a world of being a real adult!!  hopefully the gap between us will start to close now that we are officially in the same age bracket!  i LOVE u!

day 1...of 30 days of thanks!

for my day 1 of thanks...i have to say i am thankful to be posting this a day late - it means i spent yesterday doing things with my family instead of wasting my time away on the computer.  it means i am one day refreshed from the virtual world i sometimes find myself living in!  not that its all bad - some of my dearest friends are just a click away (instead of (1200+miles) thanks to the internet...although phone calls generally have more value than the click of a button, but who has time for that these days!?!? 
i have been blessed with a beautiful life, its up to me to embrace whats before me, charish every moment and hold them all close in my heart. 
and the night spent snuggled up on the couch with my love gave me a small glimps of who we were before we became "mommy and daddy (aka...shannon and frank)"  its so easy to lose your identity once you become a parent...and maybe, just maybe, through these 30 days of thanks i will be able to find pieces of myself  :)

  ~  forever blessed and eternally grateful